I’m Not Asking For Much Am I?

However positive I am trying to be, it doesn’t help when you rely on others for help and it doesn’t materialise.

Although I have done more rationalising with the website and I have a plan for starting it and growing it, the fact is, without the website in place it can’t work.

I have now been waiting patiently for the last four nights (including tonight) to get some physical work on the website completed and for one reason or another I have been left hanging on.

I feel really frustrated at this moment, but I am trying to be calm about how I write this.  I could have had something done last night, but I really didn’t feel that starting to work on it at 11.00 at night was the most appropriate!

Apart from the fact I work better in the mornings (and this is not possible currently) I fell asleep on the settee waiting!

I don’t think I am being mean.  I feel that I am giving quite a lot of myself to different people at the moment, I would like the balance restored.  I am quite a patient person and perhaps a little bit too understanding with others. 

Having said all that one of my friends has been sending me loads of emails this week with some great material and I have the first instalments from my friend who is on the mega diet.  So a very big thank you for that.

So in the words of my mother I shall take a deep breath, tighten my bra strap and try, try, try again!

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